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Sunday, May 05, 2019

Life is going to change again

On 3 Sep 2016, I wrote a blog entry "Just waiting for my little princess". 3 days later, Roselle was born. I didn't publish anything about my pregnancy before that because I thought I was going to jinx it. It wasn't an easy time when pregnant with Roselle, at different stages there were worries about my bleeding, my health condition, her chromosones, her development etc. 

I said I didn't publish but I did write. Every other week, I recorded important details about the pregnancy and how I felt at that time. They were all in my "draft" folder now. And I'm so glad I captured those feelings in writing. 
Today we brought her to the mall. At first she even threw a tantrum not wanting to go out at all. This is super strange.

Now with no. 2, I again did not publish anything until now. I did write once in a while, but it was not as frequent as I did during Roselle time. Perhaps it was the significant decrease in the level of excitement, things seemed to be less interesting and less worthy of writing about. 

Now, I'm in the "waiting" mode again. I finished my last day of work last Fri. I have taken one more week in advance because during Roselle time, I actually worked until the Fri and gave birth on the following Mon. This time, I shall give myself a longer rest time plus me time. 





I dunno when is the next time we could bring her to the mall to enjoy an ice cream. 



Not sure if this was a random outburst or she ws really feeling something deeper. 

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