Emotional unstability again!
Oh no, here it comes again.
I'm heading for another period of emotional unstability. The last one happened exactly a year ago. That was when I was taking ESE 6301 Topics in Environmental Biotechnology. I was so stressed, because of my lack of background and IQ as well as the demanding Prof Liu, that I was always having emotional outbursts in public areas (lab & office).
This time, I am not so sure what is the reason.
All these may contribute:
- Feeling sad to leave the lab, my comfort zone.
- Can't go to the backpack trip and feeling bad about breaking my promise to my friends.
- Don't feel like working yet. That company is a frightful place to work in. I need a lot of mental preparation. Yet, they are calling me everyday to ask me to start work asap. I lied that NUS admin is slow, so I can't help it.
- Have to finish the work in the lab, including, teaching the FYP student, preparing presentation slides for boss' conference, reviewing paperS, writing a journal paper, writing my thesis etc.
I had little idea I was this stressed until that day, I gave a box of mooncakes to Michael, told him I'm leaving in Nov and started crying.
Yah, it sounds absurd.
I think you may not understand. Me neither.
posted by WSW at 4:52 PM
2 Comments:
I always knew we nerds in the lab are too good! That's why you can't bear to leave us! Hahahaha!
hey gal.. u are strong and u are wanted by the outside world! take pride in that.
transitions are always scary but I always think u are more suitable for the outside world!
when u become sucessful, dun forget us! hahaha
how come we dun have mooncakes ah...
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